khairul

2011-06-19T17:42:00.002+08:00

okay ..

heres what i know what i am : I GET ANGRY FAST SO STAY AWAY FROM ME WHEN I AM ANGRY...

my name is muhammad khairul son of sukor... i cant master my mther tongue .. but the english language is something im barely coping with... what i wanna be is a muslim..which i am .. may allah guide in the path of the believers ...

what i wanna learn is arab...

wat i wanna do is die in the path of allah

i know that i sin alot and im imperfect

my knowledge compared to the sahabah or the scholars is like a ring in a desert

but insya-allah iwill be a better a muslim everyday

THESE ARE MY GOALS

i wanna be top in poly ..

be humbled

lengthen my fuse

wanna be a doctor so i can help people in the path allah

grow fit so i could fight the enemies

HELP THOSE AROUND ME REALISE THAT THERE IS NO GOD BUT HE

SOLAT ..!!!

wanna spend my time carefuly...

wanna be with sofia

(insya-allah)

mature

patience

strong

intelligent

wise

may allah help me with goals and wishes '

allah is the most glorifed

2011-03-02T07:59:00.002+08:00

HEY ...1year has passed ..BUT FORGOT BOUT THAT PAST ...BITCH..

BETTER WITHOUT You..

alhamdulillah i found someone beeter...

HMM ANYWAY amY GOALS FOR THIS YEAR(insya0allah)

GO SPECIALiST IN CARDIAC

GO UNI

BELAJAR ALQURAN

LEARN HADITH

FOLLLOW MANY SUNNAH

SOLAT PROPERLY

GET MARRIED

GO NS GO POLICE

STOP WATCHING P***/******

HEART OF STONE

2010-02-21T09:19:00.002+08:00

this is

what my heart looks like like deep within after u left... and before u came ...

now its just ... like that

never gonna let others go in .. until i know onething .. iwanna see the truth...
and the truth i will know .. from ur eyes ...
******** me off
i dunno ...
im not angry at you ... im angry at myself
I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO
I WANNA ..... get this emotion away with
WHATS THE POINT...MAYBE
JUST MAYBE....THE truth ...
is out there...

i dunt blog .. its just BUGGING ME ...

ANGER .... AAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH....

I WILL WAIT...3.30-4.30

I WILL KNOW WHAT IT ALL MEANS....

hahaha stalker me ....

after tmrw what happens happens...

2010-02-14T21:05:00.003+08:00

its amazing how people can move on... ok beeen awhile since i blogged now its blogging time ...

HMMMPH Percy JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF ROCKED TO THE CORE...i believed mount Olympian shook hahaha ... okok enough...

bad week ... bad week ... bad month.. so far... worst and better is yet to come ...

lets see ... my inner world is imbalance ...

lost the feeling to care...
so angry ....
happiness is driftinggg
sadness just flows ........
going going gone

ok GLEE ROX....

hmph if i have words to say people are suffering more than me .. so why beat myself up....

IM NOT SWEET.. IM SWITTER.
hahaha get the word...

get the ambiguity.........

HaisSHHAhahhahagoHOHOne

damn it ... ouh well ... you cant always get what u want ,,, but get what u need...but so far i aint getting both..OLVLS... TIME TO CONCENTRATE... OUH IFEEL BETTER..

THANK GAWD FOR BLOGGING...

ouh if you whom i is reading this ... U OWE ME ONE HUG...and A SCOLDING...
NYAHAHA...

i tend to keep my promises ... and ive broken so many ...
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

2010-01-03T08:30:00.003+08:00

wow ..dead blog..

for my own reference .. this are my new year resolutions?

TOP IN SINGAPORE(o lvl score 8 A)
LEARNTO READ THE AL-QURAN maybe at nite read
BE A BETTER MUSLIM PREY 5 times MUST mSUT
LEARN HYPNOSIS try to induce trance atleast 2 person per week
LIVE LIFE FOR her my family and allah ..

2009-11-29T14:37:00.002+08:00

hey ..been a while since i blogged. well MANY MANY THINGS HAPPEN ..THERS OBS ...WENT TO CHANGI BEACH YESTERDAY NITE...WENT AFA ..AND MANY THIGNS ,,,LAZY TO BLOG ..BUT A FREIND TO LD ME TO TO SO IM HERE..

anyway .. my new year resolutions .. is simple ..to be the best at what im gonna be .. TOP IN SINGAPORE...A HYPNOSIS ///ANAK YANG SOLEH...A MUSLIM A GOOD ONE...
AND MANY MORE..

but importantly .. next year is the last year with my friends.. and I BELIEVE THAT 2012 IS BULLSHIT ...THOSE WHO BELIEVE RAISE UR HANDS UP ..haha

2009-08-15T08:28:00.000+08:00

smile - charlie green

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

must try to smile although life is just unexpected.. like what happened to me... i just have to smile.. good things will come ...
unexpected things came although .. i was shocked beyond .. shocked..

truth be told
i was kinda expecting that to happen a part of me
a nother part of me is envious ..why..
spent working hard and how do they repay me .. like that
but thatsa a part of me .. its human nature
envy..greed thats all a sin i must remove therefore .. imust try to smile
weather .. or not it matters i t doesnt post is nth..
respect is eveything..

So wat im gonna do is what i always do...

2009-06-25T08:41:00.002+08:00

hey hey stc for the past 3 days

22-24
hmmm ... lets see

on the 1st day of stc ubin gave to me
16 new friends all i didnt knew.

ok never mind i though t i wanted to make it a parody for the 12 days of christmas

ok as stated i met new friends...
HAD FUN ..

FOR CAMPFIRE..acted as gay fun ... hyped myself
last day .. missed everyone ... ouhh ... that was fun

2009-06-13T16:09:00.003+08:00

the truth,
never expected to hold such resposibilty
never decided to be the one that holds the key.
never did i wish.

the truth be told.
i am afraid.
but then i fear of hurting the people around me

and i was told.
then being heartless is a skill

to respect my SIR ...he taught me so many.
he told me to stand up and stand tall for the sake of the future
if he learns psychology so can i
He told me a girl would never like me if i never stand up to her.

but then a truth be told,
im trying my best
im avoiding the worst.
truth be told
to be called a chicken
made me tear.

the lie be told.
i never feared
a lie be told
im never over her
lie be told
im over her

truth be told...
i fear lonliness
being the key
i fear .. the shadow ... which the end would left me lone.

so what am i to do... told to have potential but fear to show that potential
a sworn be told.
i will show that potential
i will lead ...
i will be the light that shines on others

2009-06-07T08:28:00.000+08:00

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ENJOY...FORGET MY PREVIOUS POST..CAUSE EMO KHAI IS GONE...THE ONLY ONE LEFT IN THIS BLOG IS UNCERTAINTY AND JOY.>SO FIgURE IT OUT.

ks

2009-06-02T17:27:00.004+08:00

these are posssibly my last few words.. these is and are the truth .i used to like a girl named khairiyah ...but tghe shipped has passed and now time to forget and moved on although missing having fun times... the time has come to forgiive and forget ..what ive done wrong i dunno but the truth is ....I DUNT KNOW so all i have to say is forget and since dunt wanna be frens no more ... im giving u the funger...

now i have a new realization of the world .. so fuck u ... ill find someone nicer and better hahaha....

OK NOW ....AND THE PREVIOUS POST WASNT ABOUT KHAIRIYAH ,,,, IT WAS ABOUT A long lost fren of mine when i was in kindergaten ..>SO ...FORGET ABOUT IT MEN....u still think im listening ,....TO THE words of heartbreak...I DUNNO WHAT I JUST SAID ...SO I MIGHT FUCKINGLY CLOSE THIS FUCKING BLOG...SO FUCK U the fuck is inteded for people hu has fucked me previously so fuyck u

2009-04-21T20:10:00.004+08:00

i believe now is time to reveal what ireally feel.. i dunno wat to say ..

just because of someone's post im writing this much dunt bother reading this if u wanna hear a heart breaking story/ can only be seen with magic .. use ur brian

but ... u gave me pain i wanna give u joy .. know god has returned the pain to u....but ill take that pain..if it means ur joy... what am i talking about...???

i believe that i still like her .. i dunno why seriously... ij ust do .... ill kill for her... but thats what ill do... i cant do anything... she knows about him and her.... she .. broken like a glass dropped by a child. who am i .. .what am i to do... i still like her ... crushes ... just stay but i dunno weather its a crush .. infatuation... but its past that level...

if u see through my eyes ... see how u fell to me . she ...someone .. who i can really trust...
but that gap .. that shallow gap... .that endless pit hole ... that only separates me and her... we need to overcome that. i dunno im just saying what i feel. but she having a crush on somebody for three years ... are u talking about me or him ... yeah how can i be a fool .... throwing the only chance to be with u ....here without u ...although this seem rather wierd ...

im not obsessed /// i would rather say .. acheiving a goal ... and i promised to buy a guitar for a friend ... just want to surprise her ...

know where can i get a cheap guitar?

2009-04-01T17:18:00.001+08:00

APRIL FOOLS

THIS MONTHS GOAL ..........

AS USUAL 101.95
TOP IN CLASS AND GCE O LVL
AND BEST COVERT HYPNOSIS
GOD WILLING

2009-03-25T19:40:00.002+08:00

OK OK ....my frens ............. i have noticed many behavioural patterns of my so called frens ... mainly those that are partially showing me their f**ked up face . which pisses me off .. but to change you have to start from within... so by writing this i have written my plan.

i do wahat i do i do what i think is right ,,,, SO ... those people are the ones .. that have a change of mindset everytime and I HATE THAT ..seriously...

KS S out

2009-03-12T12:56:00.001+08:00

ok ok ...long time no blog...

ok .. lemme just write a poem.... somehow........

hmmm...dunno where to start but if i got idea i say hoe...

2009-02-28T19:47:00.003+08:00

MY GOALS FOR MARCH....

GET OVER HER

BUY AN INSTRUMENTfor ^^^^

GOAL OF money 101.89

TOP IN ALL TEST
TOP FOR GCE O

BEST COVERT HYPNOSIS..im doing it now..?

2009-02-01T19:51:00.002+08:00

OK HERE ARE MY GOALS FOR THIS MONTH....

STill like the previous post

TOP IN SCHOOL AND CLASS
BEST COVERT HYPNOSIS
$101.89 savin up
YEAH AND GOING TO MAKE AT LEAST two desserts that hasnt been made before..
rice pudding and sumother thing ...HAHA...

Besides that...

i forgot what happening around me...

ou hyeah im studying the human mind...
studying really hard on all my subjects the human mind is extra .. but ifound that the alpha state of mind is really powerful
sp that is all

2009-01-25T16:03:00.002+08:00

HERES MY GOALS ...... I WILL BE 1st in class and the school..

i will be rich ...

i will be the best ... influener ....ɔıo........... covert hypnosis all this before i reach the age of 20 insyaallah I WILL STRIVE MY BEST I WILL DO THIS I AM WILLING T O DO WADEVER IT TAKES.... mark my words

2009-01-21T20:19:00.002+08:00

MY FAVORITE PHRASES OF OBAMA'S INAUGURATION speech

We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense, and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.

To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.

in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing. The snow was stained with blood. At a moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:

Let it be told to the future world ... that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive... that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet [it]."

2009-01-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

you know ..wat ..I VE got nth to blog about so lemme tell u sumthing...

IVE BEEN THERE
GONE NOWHERE MAN HAS EVER REACHED
...GUESS WHERE DID I GO TO?

2009-01-11T19:37:00.002+08:00

YES WE CAN... quoted by obama ...

senator obama... ok i know i havent been posting for a while now im listening ... to obamas speech...
anyway..NPCC AND LIBRARY..WAS OK OK...then the speach for cca prientation(library ) was ok until the end ..where i want ed to summarize everything i accidentally said my name was khairiyah haha

so anyway NP was fun

library on the other hand is having a new project called valentine day... why cause its on valentine day .. so by the end of next wk.. must already have the recipe ... all this and that .

BTW its back im not talking about the spirit but .. my state of confusion and anxiety is back haha...

2009-01-03T10:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

lemme post about the new year...the first day of school. OUH THE NEW YEAR WAS FUN..firstday of school was fun...

ok .. so it strated out with sch..I WAS LIKE DAMN WORRRIED iwas predicting every moments of the future..frens parting...or something like that..class not uniting..competitions...ouh...

ok ..so after sch...it was nP...haha FUn...

mr tan...WAS ONE TOUGH CUSTOMER....WAH damn chialat...evrything we do is to please him..its not for the sec ones but him... how chialat is that...

anyway what ^ the above statements is about its about the sec1 orientation...

LONGPANTS IS FUN...

SO AFTER NP WAS THE MOST SURPRISIng thing THAT happen both i was shocked.. ok ..

so i after going to our normal spot after buying bubble tea we decided to lepak ...thats when im shocked to hear my scandal smoking..HEART PAIN SIA...WHAT IF SHE SUDDENLY SICK..

WAH HEART PAIN...ANYWAY ..after drinking this neew bubble tea.. its called three colour bubble tea.. when i suddenly felt like vomiting .. so .. i was like nak muntah..

then i only gagged once .. then when my frens were talking i just vomitted just like that.. luckyly i face the other side so as soon as i faced the other side I VOMITTED ..SO IT WASL IKE DAMN SUDDEN

AND TO SUT.. HAPPY NOW>..??

2008-12-21T17:55:00.004+08:00

OLAH MI AMIGA TOdAE IS MY BDAE MY ELFAVOURITO DAY..

SO LETS START with2 daes ago. .. ok it twas the day before my birthdae ... the dae of my birth ..

like duh ..okok..

SO it was like this it was friday that day.. there was np...

i got a present from khai sha and hui yi i would like to say

thank u for the wallet I LOVE IT SERIOUSLY

i was like a hero man ...haha no i wasnt .. i mean drills were 'fun' wat am i suppose to do die in boredom.. so i stood up..first time haaha.. ok after np i went to kindergaten ... ask if teacher needed help.. she said NO..
then with nothing to do go grand MOther house ... NENEK...

ok so upon reaching there i saw uncle faiz...aka uncle faizal.. he said want go out .. so isay yea.. so waited untill 7.00 then we went to west mall bought a beg .. and shoe....

OK SATURDAY..

went to poly .. bought medicine ..then abang saha called went to wild wild wet..ROX...SHAKIEL SO CUTE...

STOP ..jalan jalna jalan... okok then went to rasa istimewa part two of my coincidental bdae gift.cause it was to velebrate mak ngahs bdae.

ok onto tdae..

early morning ate nasi lemak ..then a cake came in .. it was specially delivered so .. lemme show the pic MMM CAKE

my bro just woke up..

this is me looks diff but hey..
so lemme tell u the cake was shared also to celebrate my brothers past bdae.

so after tution went to imm .... ATE AT SWENSENS brought some jeans . shirt yeah and i think my father said he buying for me a hat ,,, and a sling bag like pouch.. anyway they gave me free ice cream swensen ...bdae ice cream.

swensens pic.

MAH FATHER.and me

2008-12-14T08:20:00.002+08:00

OK HERES THE PICS...ANYWAY

7 days more to my birthday

2008-12-11T07:22:00.001+08:00

IM GONNA POST SOME PIC...THAT I TOOK WHILE AT SAKURA ...HERES HOW my day went ... it was rather unexpectant.
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left the house at 8 to gp to library.. suddenly met my auntie ..then she wanted to meet her husband .. then i wanna follow so i followed..then after that went to kk.. hospital.

then in the evening i went to sakura..IT WaS DAMN NICE I ATE EVERYTHING THAT WAS THER ate as in sampled every thing .. il be posting the photos soon so..enjoy LATER

2008-12-06T17:48:00.002+08:00

what i really wanna type is that ... i cant help feeling all these emotions.. u know.. wait before about me...lets talk about my days...LETS SEE NP SUX..LIB kk..

ok.. now to me ...

i cant help hVING THIS ueasy feeling about this person .. i dunno why .. i just cant help ..every move every turn every word always has the sasem end ..it cant be helped so what am i to do shout to the whole world hypnotise her WAT WAT WATWAT..DAMN I SUCK I FEEL SO ANGRY i cant do self hypnosis when i m like this HELP ME DAMN IT DAMNT ..I LIKE HER DAMN DAMN DAMN....BUT TO BE SAFE i dunno weatherim likeing her really I DUNNO NOO my mind is a mess A DAMN MESS.... although one things for sure im more aware somehow.

2008-11-29T17:34:00.003+08:00

I MUST LEARN HYPNOSIS....ILL HAVE 2 yrs to learn////

COLLECT $$500 in 6 months thats my goal.... So im gonan sub consciously tell my brain to do this ... ok guys pls help me out

2008-11-29T17:34:00.000+08:00

I MUST LEARN HYPNOSIS....ILL HAVE 2 yrs to learn////

COLLECT $$300....

CHALET POST

2008-11-15T19:46:00.003+08:00

WEDNESDAY

when to meet greta early morning... pretty pissed with my bags at first brought 2 bags and i sleeping bag and like wth im carrying 3 bags.. ok heres how i wore my bag . the 2nd bag i used was the one that u can carry so i was feeling rather lazy and i fixed it on my bag in a way i didnt have t o use my hands and i got pretty pissed.so after greta came . she told me to just carry the bag and its was very like 'cho teng' .ok so i met her early to helped her buy stuff.

WED(jurong east int)

so Greta and i ... waited for the whole class.. i wore sumsort of a beachy wear.my bros .. anyway.waited for the class. SO we were first followed by the sightings of avril and zane then followed by khairiyah and shahirah > then the gang of boys > then a group of girls > then tht was that..pretty pissed ! why? that was the story in int( a story untold that can be found in a blog .possibly)

ok then rode the mrt ...laugh here laugh there talk here talk there photo here photo there.

WED(SENTOSA)

we couldnt have come at the worst time.it was raining for gods sake.anyway before we entered the room. we couldnt enter it but there was an arcade there . spent sum cash there . thank gof mr chin was there to take the damn key room for us damn it.OUHKIE

IT RAINED SUCK IT SUCKED RAINING DAMN IT SUCKED.OK we went to the room .room 0303. ok wew were damn excited to enter the room went all of a sudden ... whenwe opend the door .the room was...get this ...SMALL ...ARGHHH...

ok as i was saying it rained . so nth to do watch movie.. i forgot what i did .. anyway ...i tihnk iwas on the floor .reading a book or not .nah .. i was on the bed .. we were playing throw the damn ball around .then we watched movie yeah zane brought the DVD player watched game plan.

yeahwatched it .. then shahirah wanted to go home .. so me and khairiyah went to vivo with the rest for dinner and took the tram .FUN... So we ate at harbourfront MACDONALDS.

.ok sending shahirah to the mrt station... a few minutes later she called us saying she was lost .. i mean seriously how can some can lost in and mrt station where the sign and the mrt is right in front of u .. haha funny girl..

ok so me and khairiyah was alone for a while . we went to candy empire and the cocoa trees. went look look ... ouh before we went to cocoa trees we went to TOYs'R'US DAMN FUNNY LAR. so we brought sum sweets at candy empire.
we went back to chalet at tram and we was like surprised .

MORE THAN SURPRISED SHOCLED WHEN WE NEED TO PAY ANOTHER 3 dollars for another ticket lucky found a $1 coin haha.

SO we took the night tram mmore like a night van.it was slight drizzzle and we stopped one stop before our stop we didnt know. so while walkign we laughed laughed .then kaboom ... khairiyah heard fireworks whihc turned out to be true.
then at night we (me & khai ) couldnt sleep cause we were laughing...

this was like around 12am so it makes it a thursday

we stayed up all night until .. i asked her weather she wanted to go for a night walk.and we talked ouh yeah zane was there t o.ok we stepped out of the chalet.went to 7-11
on the way back . there was lke a fleet of moth more than a fleet it was a battalion.
we took the food ran.across keeping our mouth shut and phew we survived.

ok so after eating we heard a cat moaning growling .got scared went up and sleep.

THURSDAY(SENTOSA)

so after we heard the cat ..we ate and sleep for a while until...the boys came up like a herd of elephants so we woke up and went to the beach to see the sunrise which ended up was being blocked buy the buildings . so we [me khairiyah zane wesley kuan wei bryan amarjeet erfi and the yhhb girls] played in the water . weird lor...

ok after that we showered . then we went for breakfast. ok during breakfast there was this 2 couples in the water . i wasnt actually there but they said that they were doing it it as in f***ing
the female in the couple was like moaning ... not like a cat but a cow ...MOOO

SO it drizzled again.... pretty pissed.... then it was time to pick up shahirah... so the usual me and khai went there taking a tram ... then once we reached beach station we decided to take the tram to pahlawan each for a look see.

before shahirah came we took another tram to see see the siloso beach again. so...after a round IT RAINED DAMN HEAVily ... and the whole class except a few went to the pavillion to play play...

now is afternoon, after the rain was heavy but me khai and sha still went to chalet soaking wet.. weird thing was our buts wasnt wet. so after we went to our room. we decided to go for lunch still it drizzled ...went to 7-11 ate instant noodle .

after reaching the chalet greta said at 3 was the bbq...

so the bbq begun... was kinda meesed up at first . so the usual 3 of us went to pahlawan beach i really wanted to cross the bridge and have a look see.

afer that came back eat ... didnt actually eat ...we waited ... then we cooked until 7.

greta was like sad. and she said that she wanted to sleep at the beach [ok here comes the interesting part]

ok after i prayed, shower and watch i survived a japanese game show... we [wesley me khai and greta and my trusty mat] went to the beach to sleep the room was pretty crowded...

ok so as we were talking laughing we saw somewhat caught a sting ray DAMN COOL

as the 4 of us slept on the mat . we were a woken by the thought of rain. well it didnt rain it the end.

THURSDAY REACHING FRIDAY[beach pavillion]

so as the thought of rain came to our mind . we went to the pavilion to put our stuff. but then couldnt bring my mat as wesley was asleep ... so on the way to pick wes up... we saw some drunk bastards this is the start of our probblems.ARGHH DRUNK BASTARDS...

ok after the whole picking up wes thing .. the girls decided to go to the toilet. thats when......

the drunkards was shouting ... looking for the girlss....

and iw was worried about the girls . i was worried that they will do something about the girls ...
thought nth was about to happen and suddenly my phone rang.

iwas like please nth happen pls...

then my fear came true . the drunkards was there about to invade the girls toilet thats when khairiyah called. she ask something liek to check weather those bastards was there . so i went but then she said to put the bags far far where we couldnt be seen.

then i woke up wesley heres the scenario:

me: wes... wes... wake up .. the girsl are in trouble...

wesley(woke up in an instant)

me: khairiyah just called me those dunks are there , help me put the stuff far far...

wesley: relacs lah...

me(agitated)

i couldnt help but to walk there... i changed the colour of my jacket to black...

so i walked towards the toilet it was reaching12 midnitght. so i peeked through the bushes.. and saw no one was there...

i tip-toed to the toilet and here how it was

me i took out my phone called khai

me: khai kau kat mane

khairiyah: aku dalam toilet ...

me : keluar dari toilet skarang .. durang takde kat sane

as soon as that happened ... the girls walked out of the toilet ..then the drunk came.

what else we ran to the beach.

thats when we called for reinforcements....

erfi bryan amar kuanwei

thank god.

so went back pick our stuff and went back to room.

i grew tired but we still could laughed and those two was rather traumatised...

anyway i fell asleep .....

FRIDAY

ok we went home on that day...nth interesting happen i could write hthat down but lazy.

ok went for breakfast at macdonalds... then me and khai decided to go to bukit chandu.
after my friday prayers ... went there . and after that went to vivo to buy jelly beans and eat the 2 in 1 carrot cakes

thast all folks ....HAHA MY LOGNSET POST ..take that

2008-11-15T16:55:00.002+08:00

to al my frens of 2e5... the chalet was not the last time we are gonna be together...

no matter where we go, no matter how distant we are... we are still 2e5..

remember the times we had together weather good or bad..

those time we spent together.. long or short.

every minute every second every hour. those are the times we had ...

i wish that the class didnt had to break. i wish that we all have the bond . the bond that unties us alll

stay tuned for a post on the chalet

2008-11-15T10:33:00.002+08:00

chalet was fun.... gonna post about it ...about it it it it... to ... cut and paste from shahirah's blog.......................

well it seems i cant....

anyway im gonna miss

MISS SLIM

Amanda Yip
Chang Li Ping
Cheung Linda
Del Mundo Lara Patricia Silang
Farah Begum Shah

Heidi
Greta Lee(Monitress)
Lynette Lee
Michelle Kok
Manissa Amira
Ng Pei En
Ng Qiu Yan
Ng Xin Wei
NurShahirah
Nurul Khairiyah
Ong Li Ying
Saw Ohnmar
Sheryl Ho
Siti Hajar
Tang Amanda
Tang Boon Ting(Veronica)
Yu Jing Yi

Amarjeet Singh
Arvin ~~Pillai~~ Pickering

Chua Avril
Erfi Anugrah
Goh Jun De
Bryan Kwok
Liew Kuan Wei
Wesley Lim
Muhammad Danial
Muhammad Faiz
Muhammad Fuad
Muhammad Khairul
Ng Zhen Wei
Raphael Foo
Tay Zhi Qian
Alger Yeo
Zachary Tan
Zane Chan

GONAA MISS EVERYONE....it seems i dunt know wat to say..BUT I LOVE THIS CLASS I LOVE THEM....i think .. im gonna cry...haha OK

GOODBYE HOPEFULLY THERES GONNA BE A REUNION yeah.....

AND TO MISS SLIM...HAHAHA

2008-11-09T15:36:00.002+08:00

WELL WELL WELL

YSTDAY WAS A FUNNY ASS ..WIERD AND yeah prett y much wierd lemme start the day...

OK yesterday...was a saturday it was npcc cooking competition.... so lets go before the competition started yea...

ok i dunno why but khairiyah's parent blanja(treat) me breakfast kinda wierd but funny wierd haha...then take khairiyahs father's car...then go to boon lay int ... then waited for yuting ...then took taxi went to fetch pei ling go jss ... how wierd is that...

ok anyway dunwanna talk much about the competition we lost anyway... anyway... to so called decorate the food pei ling took flowers from the near by bush ..with the help of cynthia ...

okie went to play pool ..on the way sumthing wierd happened that wierd thing happen twice by accident ... then before we went pool eat at KFC ate the family feast A...WAH the chicken is so oily liked its cooked in oil or sumthing ..haha

okie played pool ...then met esley play basketbal...i aciddentally hit yutings finger with the ball .hit pei ling on the head with a balll then made elsey fall twice...ARGH im saway

2008-11-06T20:21:00.002+08:00

OUHKIE TO DAY IS ...CLOSE CALL DAY

DUNNO WHY .... okok

heres what

happen

1000----- went to library ...BUT U KNOW WHAT HAPPEN U KNOW
WWHAT..IT TURNS OUT NO DUTY HOW PISSED AM I

1100----- CUTTED HAIR turns out to be cloze

1120----- went grand mama house

1200 ----checked barber opened
1300----hANGED OUT WIF Q&M

1400-----went to khai house

EAT MANY MANY

1700---WENT HOME

2008-11-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

YEAH CONGRATS TO ME happy 100th post idunno why ..

ok lemme tell u the real thing about the thing i typed in the calss blog .... what im suppose to mean

this year ... the events that happen to us all ..either good or bad made us ..who we are.... so the reason why i put the oni and lara .. is in there cuz the newly arrive to the singaporean community
but ...as i said in the class blog ... they came ... many thing s break ..many things were form ...friendshiip was bonded some were broken and thats what i meant...

ok now t o my life...

it feels so boring ..without a purpose in life.... welll i could say many things happen but why should i say... it all i know i have self esteem issues .. icant face someone ...without even thinking ' "hmmm ... is he laughing at me ..IS the person mocking me ...does everyone think im a letdown.."

thats what i think ... yeah ... guess what ... what im gonna do to tackle this ... issue is auditioning for a part in something i dunno .... i was hoping to get a job as an actor haha... laugh at my pathetic little dream s ...

to the side that i nvr knew i had..... i nvr knew that i have so many .. things to think about ..so many things to do ..yet i couldnt find it ....

i hate this blog ...writing always about me ... its always i i i i

why for once acant i write about oour frens ... thats like so arghhh....

2008-10-29T18:14:00.001+08:00

YEAH...finished one book 5 more to go...NTH HAPPENED MUCH KINDA LAZY TO BLOG

2008-10-26T16:26:00.000+08:00

SUMMING UP....HSM 3ROX TO THE FUCKING CORE..ITS THE BEST AMONG THE THREE ..HAHAHAH IT ROX ITS SWEET ..TOUCHING AND MAKES ME KINDA TINGLY ALL OVER ....

MUHAhahahA..holidays coming.......BOREDOM..HOMEWORK DOM.....AHH ...the ending is the begining

2008-10-20T18:39:00.003+08:00

2008 raya
hansem kan...? hahsome random phto
anyone familiar...?
the gang of blps

this my familygang of cuzins
ok heres my whole family photo(my mums side)

this my uncle and aunties

2008-10-19T21:50:00.002+08:00

ystd was fun hari rayaing with my fellow BLPSians ..but maybe i might be piosting all the pic ..or sumthing like that yeah.... maybe give a link ..=D

2008-10-13T12:25:00.000+08:00

you know what ... my mums sick and gonna be discharge on tuesday... had me worried ..haha... suppose to buy cake ...but then kena cancel las minute ...he ge party on nov means....DIE LAH..

hei ....WOULD ...U KNOW WHEN I SAY THIS.....ITS BACK

POOFHH!!!

2008-10-10T19:52:00.001+08:00

Todae is a ppoofyyy day pls refer to khais blog..haha

2008-10-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

well ..doesnt anybodu enjoy watching the clouds?

2008-10-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

well done my art...well heres what iseem to think..im still chained..to ..i dunnoo ....bored...onepiece rox though

2008-10-03T12:33:00.000+08:00

WE ALL CHANGE THROUGH TIME...but i appear to haVe change cause its the exams..ull get the normal me ass soon as u can.... so next week on wards i promise to crap from me..insyaallah(god willing)

2008-09-30T14:18:00.001+08:00

SELMAT HARI RAYA

2008-09-28T19:24:00.002+08:00

hey hey....guess ..i just ..cooked cremebrulee....mstakes....i think to soft.... the caramel went out wrong way wrong ..chao da..burnt ..haishh but still excellent

2008-09-27T20:11:00.001+08:00

I HAVE DECIDED FOR THE two days before ..hari raya ..ive decided to be nice...tell the truth...and everything tyhat does not hina anyone....INSYAallah

anyway..ive learned that fitnah is a sin worse that killing sumone

2008-09-27T09:52:00.002+08:00

QUOTES

Now, we come to discover that the moments of agony
(Whether, or not, due to misunderstanding,
Having hoped for the wrong things or dreaded the wrong things,
Is not in question) are likewise permanent
With such permanence as time has. We appreciate this better
In the agony of others, nearly experienced,
Involving ourselves, than in our own.
For our own past is covered by the currents of action,
But the torment of others remains an experience
Unqualified, unworn by subsequent attrition.
People change, and smile: but the agony abides.

Every failure is a step to success. Every detection of what is false directs us towards what is true: every trial exhausts some tempting form of error. ~ William Whewell

Every phrase and every sentence is an end and a beginning

ok to my post...damn i hate doing what im supposed to do..im supposed to like someone that i just hate.... i for once disagree.... because ..the reason that im gonna do....it ..its because of u.. but hey...i dunno...whu though..my feelings for u come and go... im not talking about PAPAn...anyway..the reason i disagree its because its wrong ..i m not that type of person that will hurt someone willing ly conciously to hurt the heart ... is to strike sumwhere where it hurts ..but im doning this for the one that i l... but wats the point if u hurt sumone ....i dunt like to hurt anyone the guilt is ....unbearable ..

DAMN ..anYWay making creme brulee haha SOON so ..im gonna bring one to sch to let khai taste

2008-09-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

TO KHAI...

first thigns first im sorry.... well its not everyday i could scare u ..but slah timing...? sorry tau ...

anyway..more important with got a party to plan...and im making creme brulee insyaallah so lets trade ...what it taste ike .... ok ...SO past few days been uppyty downty ..so ..

TO EVERYONE...ONE PIECE ROX

2008-09-23T20:07:00.001+08:00

WELL i did...my art to day at the library took a funny ass video yest erday when i say funny i mean funny like ass ...FUNNY DAY

2008-09-20T09:03:00.002+08:00

um.. as i was saying.... the past week has been rather...weird...juz yesterday..went to khai house help her cook for buke then go library..we shiok sendiri tere..the nstill got time g o...arcade ..haha...

anyway..on thursday after oral ..yesh oral.them that teacher i tries to talk my bestest haha bad eng ...i got 28..i mean what the hell..ANYWAY...stoopid A2..fuck....sorry...anyway..went for library duty..created an office.....HAHA...WANNA CALL THAT PlaCE THE KHAIS OFFICE anyway..again i said anyway..got a prob with that ..moving on....after that..waited ..then..we discussed bout the sec 4 graduation part for lib..then waited downstairs with my lit group...then after that....i called ling ying ..ling pok pok...then she called khairiyah YAH tektek me rul pek pek repheal xuan nene

xinwei wei chi bai then lara lara lan jiao...vulgar but wat to do...SO FAR TATS ALL FOLKS NOW STUDYING LIKE NO TDAY.....

2008-09-20T08:16:00.001+08:00

UNALBE TO BLOG..WANNA STUDY AND POOP.>SO UMM>>>TEL U WANT HAPPENS SOON...SO STAY TUNE..BTW wEIRD PEOPLE..HAHA ME U ME MU

2008-09-14T08:11:00.004+08:00

YO..this is kinda late and weird..but happy 14th belated b'day..hehe ..stole this form ainul blog...

anyway...may ur wishes had come true ...and ...long live khairiyah ..stay weird...haha....

anyway....nth to blog..BZ BZ

2008-09-12T17:39:00.002+08:00

hey hey ...havent been posting so heres a sumwhat a summary beeen fasting about 2 wks...and heres what happened today

its khairiyah b'day..bought her chocolates see yesterday post.... gonna post it below ...anyway..np kinda fuun ..see all npcc cadets blog .. to find out..but tell u i did this dance with a certain fugly...one...then ..before that ..kana humiliate like hell anyway..i wanna commad properly..one of these days....cheesh

ok yesterday , 11/9/08

went to khai house after we left library cuz boring mdm lalitha didnt come and cook risotto..SO FUN...Woopie die....then i went to ntuc..but chocolate merci then i actually wanted to buy a cadbury one but kannot fine .... ok ie then cya

CYA CYA HAPPY B'DAY KHAI

2008-09-07T19:04:00.001+08:00

TMRW SCH...GONNA SEE WHAT HAPPENS...OH YEAH i cooked creame of mushroom soup twodays ago..it was ok..but the mushromm ..bleah....didnt try with shitake...nxt time maybe...CHANGED MY SKIn...and song..SCH

2008-08-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

LETS SEE .....

NOTHING TO POST....BUT HERES WAHT IM GONNA DO THIS WHOLE holiday

STUDy do my hw...start with maths ..art then humanities..followed by revision...

then feelings come and go but stays for a while ..well wanna sleep bb..dunt wanna hear incredible tales SCARED HAHA

2008-08-29T19:16:00.002+08:00

READING .... sum peoples blog...I noticed.... ppeople writing about hteir frens....

SO LEMME WRITE ABOUT MY FRENS

LETS START with my frens.....of the past....

THERE IS HARSHA &QYISTI &MATIN

u gys are the one that brought me up to who i am today..every little step and day i hang wif u guys...u make me feel like i belong...you guys my fren...together we will rock the world....U guys the one ...that ...tries to nvr cheer me up..now that i feel im moving apart from u guys..i dunno man

ARINA AMIRAH AZLIN ATIFAH SUHAIJI TERRENCE.....ALL THE FRENS I HANG OUT WIF

TO say u guys.a.re the funest fren i ever had all though u guys bully me lots i still make u guys laugh...AND THAST GOOD EBNOUGH....TRIED MY BEST..>TO be a good fren

CLASS OF 2E5

them...the people ... thti almost spend my entire days ..with... maybe im sorry if im a little bastard ..but i would really like to say u guys are frens...that...arE TRUE ..one way or another...

AINUL&SHAHIRAH&KHAIRIYAH

MOGHT NOT BE AS close as u guys are with each other...i would like to thank u guys for everything you've done mmaking me laugh..tuurningm y impossible to see frowns...to smiles...
but im glad i got frens to hang with...m sorry if i have ever done anythiing..im to say sorry

BUT U GUYS ARE FRENS THAT IF FATE WERE EVER TEAR ME APART EIF U GUYS I WILL REMEMBER U THE FRENS...THE REASON THAT WHO IAM TODAY IS BECAUSE OF EVERY PASSING MOMENT WE HAD..IT ROX

2008-08-24T20:11:00.001+08:00

WAH...MY DREAM IS TO COOK....TO BE A LAWYER....AND ACTOR....

2008-08-23T21:59:00.003+08:00

LETS START WITH

THURSDAY..LOSING MY VOICE

DO LIBRARY DUTY....THEN GUESS WHAT ...GOING TO DO T'DAY PROJECT AGAIN AND GUESS AGAIN ..as events manager...with my assistant...and leader...we have a huge ass project...Given $200 to organise a graduation party for the sec 4 KICK ASS

FRIDAY....LOST MY VOICE

SCH..learn nth useful...i guess....NOW TO NP...DAMN HATE CHANGING PARADE I SWEAR WHEN WE TAKE OVER ..THE CHANGING PARADE WONT BE SO HARSH..ALSO SEC 1 was treated worse than us..and promise god willing to make everytrainig as fun as we can....during training kena pumping fun SIA....anyway..after that khai sha ainul ...and me go chitty and chat...after that..my voice got worst....

SATURDAY...STILL LOST MY VOICE

cyber wellness fun boring and yeah...after that when to go for teacherday hunting with khai ..hunting for stuff for fri..hopefully me and khai got to finish this and successfully sell everything..getting profit YEAHTA

2008-08-19T14:49:00.002+08:00

T O all y life.. so far beens kinda ...YAWN.....U KNIOW ..>except .. i found sumthing .. to not do.. ive decided.... to do one thing ...study..but nxt wk.. since ... itsl ike this.. i have one thing to confeess....the girl i used to like is now nothing but a distant memory.so what if she doesnt talk ..to me ..gots to move on ..thats wats life is all about.... U CANT ALwaYS think that u can bring wats dead back to life i mean dead as in a memory ...but yeah... sch kinda s ok..just that im gonna have to let aliff teach me more of the silat thing ...haisshh ..i wish holiday im gonna go out .. with my frens... look guys u know wait im saying like i miss thos girl or i possibly might like her but the truth... is ive been missing a dear fren .... A FREN that to me was an important friendship that has many ..things to ..do..look...if u were ever reading ... this .... i just wanted to say..that if this were ever..to go on..what would happen to our ...squad ouur duties ..but ..i miss one thing ..laughing wif u ...thats all i miss... i just ..u know..wanna be A FREN is that so hard..what do u want me to do .. all shall be forgiven...

theres no point reminiscing anymore kS so ...LOOK UP And JUST SMILE OK KS

2008-08-17T17:29:00.005+08:00

heres the pic that we took during the days we went out went harsha was here... taken in the super bowl

all the pictures below taken AT V Hive out side the super bowl got scolded look last photo outside V.hive

the photos inside jurong point .... carpark near the new shushi place haha

2008-08-14T19:29:00.001+08:00

GUESSSS WHAT ...nth much happen funny things happen heres what i learned from watching scrubs..swallow ur pride.... and then i realise that ... PEOPLE ..... people arent there when u need them...SHEESH ..EVERIONE IS SO......ANYWAY ...WHEN WE GONNA DO THE PROJECT DAMN IT....HASIH

2008-08-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

hello..for the past few days been going bowling and doreming...

thursday....

harsha came...

friday...went to meet harsah ..before that go bowling with khai ..nadhir ..qq... shahirah..ainul hakim penghow...after that ..khai was pissed at me...i dunno..then meet harsha ..went for friday prayers... meet qyist harsha and terrence ..and jal jalan and eat...

saturday NDP

make human flag.....then after that got concert dance like hell...

sunday...
meet harsha he going back oman tonight,,,then after that...meet arina amirah qyisti ..suhaimi...
after that...went to watch journey to the center of the earth ..bowling.... and go makkan elaboration ...tmrw... maybe

2008-08-02T16:57:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY ..so this is wat happened for the past 2 days....

THURSDAY.....

lets see.... started out to find mdm lalitha ..or sumthing like ...that... stupid ne mation ..dun wan join anymore ah..... ok then peiling say g o hta to help then last minute cancel ....then help clean np rom... fun lah .. i followed khairiyah and shahirah ..so its like we hanged out at da same time...i kena trap by khairiyah when un tangling rope damn funny ..ok cann ot explain everything ...fuunny day.

FRIDAY

phototaking...fun in full u...then go change sch u then so chialat ...tak e class photo....me khai and sha were doing the see no evil thing.... then ..ummm..went bowling DAMN FUNNY >..< see other people blog ...i lazy type buth then after that my team won second place could get first if played properly but thank god .... anyway... coincidentally ... 16 ,17 ,18 won .. bronze silver gold respectively after bowling sponsored bubble tea

2008-07-26T07:54:00.002+08:00

ok hello ...im gonna talk about wahts been going on about the past two days ...

THURSDAY

im gonna skip about sch....and towards lib...ok...lib..we are supposed to sell popcorns... i dunno.. since they are screening movies how bou we sell popcorns at the sametime to gain a little profit for the ;ibrary funds u know since BOOKS are expensive nowdays...ok me and khairiyah were the one who created this idea OF POPCORNS i thinik....ok wadever....ok me and khairiyah were given $30
to spent....on the first day..we gain $31.90 spent the 18+ on the 30 dollars to buy bowls and popcorns... ok after we bought those stuff we went to buy our lunch funny thing hapen she danced while listening to an indiana song ..ok we went back to sch ..saw nadhir eating alone....so i said hey ... so he tag a long ..as we sold popcorns..that made thigns interesting ...went i say interesting i meant interesting.... as prev ... said we gaind a 31.90.amazing isnt it...but then profit gained was 1.90... after that MDM lalitha talked about... sumthing about making me and khai.. the event managers ...thats like WOW...event managers ...haha imagine that...
ok then she said ..we must sell another popcorn tmrw... which is friday...so with the money that is left...we bought 5 packs of popcorn....and 1 tyre becak...i dunno wats it called but it looked like a wheel... funny story bout this thing....haha.. tell u soon..besides library .. the malay group..project was a funny asss video...haha

FRIDAY

ok sch was a bore...i think cant rember much..ok towards library...ok we went to the store.so called to get our stuff that we bought..ok and then as we were selling halfway we noticed that the wheel thign was gone ..such a waste we could gain another maybe another $5 if we didnt lose it ..u know....haishh...once again nadhir was there...ouh before that esley was there... sumthing in him made him diff i dunno wat ...but i think he seems sad... i dunno...haha.... ok AFTER THAT WE RUSHED TO NP... iwas supposed to take the squad temporarily...i meant like wth..everyone is watching i dunt even wanna do it yet... so i make as if i look like a fool... hey thats what i do if i dunt wanna do..i think... how could i know...hmnmm.... ouh yeah ..esley was saying that ..im gonna be in charge of np... i mean ..like wth...if i were to be....i cant do it ..alone ...if they say good job to me... i would say ..i didnt do it alone... i didnt with the help of my frens...
that would be fucking fun... i would be like cryinh on OUR Squa POP.. saying all those touching words...ok after np ..i went with khai shahirha nadhir ..to but sum cheesefires.. then some bubble tea... it was a long time since ...we as in me and khia and shahirah and ainul ever hang out together.... hahaha....ouh and there was ainul...haha...and nadhir...everyone....a FRIEND...

SO thast all i have ta say...

this is KS signing off
SO MY FRENS...ENJOY...Khairul Sukor
one more thing im not as clueless as u think i am

2008-07-22T17:44:00.000+08:00

ok heres awrap out about what i learnt so far...in life...its unexpected how u make frens u know... the things that mkae life almost....funny..is u make frens at the most unexpected places...The one u should always lookout for...is always there...besides or not....u dun make frens by breaking away the bonds u have...juz slightly move back

2008-07-19T18:56:00.001+08:00

MR SEAN....

IT WAS NICE KNOWING YOU...IM SORRY U HAD TO GO SO SOON..BUT THE TIMES WE HAD ON THAT DAY WE WENT TO BATAM.. SO I WOULD LIKE OT SAY THANK U FOR GOING WITH M E FOR THE MESSAGE AND STUFF...

SO THANK U MR SEAN

POP

2008-07-19T18:12:00.002+08:00

POP

its time again for me to talk about whats happening during POP

FRIDAY

that day was the day WE became from a small ikan bilis into two ikan bilis in other WORDS PROMOTION...the day we become corporals man...WOHOO..ok it was fun man..ddoing indian dance...straight after standing there for 30 mins plus ..ur whole body ached ...as the blood flow was too sudden...its like sitting for a long time and thne u just stood up...get my drift... and not long came night time....

we rehearsed our rifle drils after dinner ....CAN SAY IT ROCKED!!
it was like this dawgs...long story short....all this while nicholas jokes was pretty lame....it wasl ike as lame as kuan wei but worst..but his speaches...is like..some nagging parastoe that is stuck to ur head u know.... WAH SIBEH CHIALAT

HAHa...then came night walk....OUR SCHOOL PRETTY MUCH WAS HAUNTED....so i think one of the seniors was possessed.he was like .... moaning....WALKING alone..in an obvious way that will scare THE CRAP OUT OF U U KNOW....BUT THX TO JX...PH....AND KW....it was fun....i admitted....DURING THIS WHOLE CAMP i figured out sumthing....a secret but it was obvious..wasnt it haha....but its ok..i dunt mind ..by 2 best friens being to gether....it juz tears me ..HAHA..

anyway..it came to the AVA theather...*i dunt like senior haleeda.... wat i say during ... that day was a lie.. ok

sheesh...ok came the part..where we shook hands ...with the seniors..i was happy and sad.. in oticed that after i shaked everyone ...when i cried....cuz...i didnt want them to go.... when jian xiang...said that i wanted to hug haleeda...it was cuz...im gonna miss them u know...

THE CRYING EVERYTHING.....I MISS ULIKE CRZY soon

2008-07-16T18:53:00.003+08:00

i just wanna tell u guys ...that...seriously....i feel alone.. in this world...look as if im alone....gawd but hey i hate to be angry and i hate to be feeling ..pretty much deepresseed ok ok since this a is a blog lemme blog

MONDAY- WEDNESDAY

ok....POP TRAINING tsk tsk

...hm.....during these past few days .....i think ive been a real JERK IN THE ASS......u know....if i were to change...its becuz of ppl around....i miss my life....i feel like ...nvm....okok...been trying really hard..to do my best....but u know me....those who know me....and if u dunno if i am really angry ..ill shake my leg....SO IF I WERE EVER to SHAKE MY LEG beware cuz ....I MIGHT EXPLODE OR IMPLODE.......hmm nth much happend in my life..my life....IS LIKE A BLODDY routine harte that though...I MISS >>><><>< DOING ONE THING THOUGH.....LAUGHING....so, if u were ever to see me smile.....and then i seemed t osul kits becuz...i miss it....HAHA.....hmm....

OUH,,,BTW REM CASTY WAS THERE THEY WERE FILMING FUNNY ASS THEY WYERE NTH MUCH DO...WE MADE SO MUCH NOISE...........BTW NP if SEC 3 were to take over...HAVE FAITH thats most important so faith is key..and..see what happened

ks 35

2008-07-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

KS 35, hat does it mean
is it a dog,a bird or 'unseen'
but it's written on the back of a boy,lean
is he a robot,with a barcode like a machine

So is KS ...Kia See
or is it for Kia Soo
Does it mean Khairul Sexy
But looking at his body...FUYOO!!!

OR is it an announcement ,I see
for a torture or torment
"Kena Semburit 35 kali"
"Lesian dia, kenapa tak bilang Gamen?"

But i believe KS is Khairul Sukor
and 35 is his weight in KG
But why advertise his name and all
when in fact he's a nobody

Kia SOO, Kia See actually BOH CHEE
but cannot put BC, if not they say BOH COCK you see

2008-07-04T18:20:00.002+08:00

hey guyd MY BEST BUDDY IS COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE onem ore month later..........

now is july...2 weeks after my stupid mistakes......now ..i think ..the dimaond ....wall is cracking ....im not sure though ....now although..i feel like a best friend had died....all i have is memories..but somewhere out there that particular friend is coming back to life....

OK u wanna know what my bloody life is about...it pretty much ..is ok... pretty much ..yeah...if u were there it would be pretty funny....i havent laugh in ages..... AGES DID U KNOW THAT I MISS LAUGHING ... I MISS SOMEONE I MISS MY FRENS I MISS THE WORLD....

ok tdy i was joggging after np.....BUT SUMTHING TOLD ME T O GO WERE SHAHIRAH KHAIRIYAH AND AINUL WERE ..u know... but i felt pretty much felt extra and just walked off ...ever had the feeling were u are watching someone but somebody just ignore u you know...

i life sux...man...but hey.strive hard and youll get what ull get so CHEER UP MANX...ok ok my blog is pretty much dead am i rite ..sosumthing EMO

we all see what we all want otheres too see
but what do u actually believe?
i look in your eyes i see a person....
someone soft....
someone whose heart could shatter at the slightest crack
therefore i dont see....

i wanna firget so we could start a new...but i look in ur eyes i see u
under the blanket shivering....cold from lonliness
but pretty much i dont understand... i nvr will sO IM GONNA SAY THIS ONCE AND ONLY ONCE AGAIN IM sORRY and if HOPE THAT WE COULD EVER SHOULD BE THE DUO WE ARE...WHICH KICK ASS i hope we would be kicking nich's ass HAHA NO OFFeENSE

2008-06-24T14:04:00.002+08:00

hey u know wat i did sumthing stoopid >.... IMEAN SERIOUSLY STOOPID ....humongously STUPID ..i cant say sry..cuz i did nothing wrong.....i mean seriously all i juz wanted to BE CLEAR cuz ....MAYBE we can still be frens after i conFEZ.....BUT NOOO.....IT WAS FINE B4 BUT ITS ALL MY FAULT ITS FOREVER MY FAULT ALL I HAVE TO DO IS WAIT ....BUT ...BUT....Im A fool.......I SHOULD KNOW BETTER THAN TO TELL U.... SERIOUSLY but i really meant it..u know....

Shall I say would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows
To the sea
So it goes
Some things are meant to be

Take my hand
Take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I, I can't, I can't help Falling in love
With you
Like a river flows
To the sea
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be

so from the lyrics above ....I SINED just from loving u ...so of U EVER FROGIVR THIS IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY...i seriously cant stop folling in love with u
but now..i understand U ....ALL THIS HATRED ITS FROM WHAT ....ME LOVING U.... haha seriously..im a jerk so BE FREN ME IF U THERE haha IM A LOSER ...FROM THE START ....MY LIFE turns uppity downpity pity me

2008-06-21T11:52:00.002+08:00

HELLO heres my .....incomplete biography of mylife...lets start by intoducing myself,

MY name is muhammad khairul bin sukor
born:1994 december 21 at NUH
i was born with asthma ,bronchitis and pnuemonia

lets start by ...the first school i went

from nursery to kindergaten i want to PAP i forget wats its real name ..but my teachers are miss Zulaiha,mdm connie

Frens back there was ...fairul,rahmat,hafiz ....and i liked this girl name fadilah haha long story i was young then.... haha its hilarious though as a kid ...i already liked girls....haha imagine that

funny story when i was there..at the first day of school they ask me to write my name... but i couldnt cuz i couldnt spell my name and i was reprimanded haha

3 yrs there was perfet....

next...ITS PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE the life which everyone wishes that last forever

BOON LAY PRIMARY SCHOOL

OK...SO MY BEST FRENS are and still....HASYEEF HARSHA MATIN QYISTI TERRENCE

and this chinese girl named yuvette if im not wrong she was the first chinese girl that i was closed to...when she moved away she didnt evevn say goodbye....

ouh and isabelle ...she was my guide my fren and a mentor who made my day everyday.

i can list a whole set of frens but...pri 3 i met qyisti ...matin and harsha...first of all i asked qyisti if i could join them and they trained me every recess ....so i could be one of them...its stupid but i thank them for making run..and kick their ass....haha..its funny as i write this...it brings back memories...of my frens....lets see what i can remember of my school...there was an exercise place there beside the canteen ohh and the canteen aunty which was a nice lady....gave me free stuff...
memories of that place is still in my head...

ouhkie there was a big field then ....it was beautiful....

so as yrs went on...P4 there was this girl names Arina....i felled in love with her for yrs...then...

p5...after exams ....i i meant we were playing truth or dare...then she told me she loved me..i was like OMG serious....then 2 wks laater we broke up..STOOPID JUSTIN....but pretty much i overreacted....then p6

JPS=jurong primary school

BLPS V.S JPS

the difference blps was fun...every morning sing song..makes life fun..and study fun....but JPS suck ...all work no play... hate that...DISPISE THAT SCH...

P6 the day of psle the day the marks SHALL N WILL decide our fate....but still i liked ARina...haha met frens there ....such as Atifah cuiying sofia etc.....

funny thing though after psle my bro hooked up with atifahs sister too bad tthey didnt stick...such a small world but everything happen for a reason ...examples will be given later....
ok now ...after psle i got an aggregate score of 221...and people keep asking me why i went to that school..... actually heres my decison of scools

Yuhua
yuan ching
jurongville
hua yi
forgot
forgot

the reson why i choos that sch is becuz of danial hes my cuz i thought hey if i went to that sch wif him ...i thought i could ...just watch his back and he could watch mine so...we WERE BEST FRENS DAMN IT....now ...everyone change eh...and cuz he family is partially unstble then...so i thought i could help by helping him in anyway i can so this is my true reasons....

YUHUA SECONDARY SCHOOL

FATE ....HAS BROUGHT mE TO THIS SCh...

SEC 1

the day i went to this sch the day i found that u have to survive W/o frens ...the time were peer pressure is the steering wheel of life..the day where i found frens...that does not match my BEST frens

this year imeant 2007 my best fren harsha moved away to OMAN its like losing urself...u know a fren...i couldnt escort him to the airport STUPID MATHS CAMP WASTER OF TIME

DAMN IT HARSHA WHY U HAVE TO GO....I know all things happen for a reason...

SEC 2

i found frens during npap JOYCE,GUEK CHEE, NAZREEN ,SERI.WEE CHAI,ASHRAF,MAHERA ,HEMAma,KHAIRIYAH

i found the one that i truly love KHAIRIYAH....long story short ....i still lke her though although we broke up....funny story.... but kinda private....

now 2008 June after npap after that many people found love... haa pretty funny eh...if ihadnt go to that shci would nt made frens with them...and two days a go we had an outing of four..ME ,J,K,M fun though went bowling and .....thats all ... MY incomplete bigography of my life

2008-06-20T18:10:00.000+08:00

HAHA I STILL LIKE U AINT that amazing.....

2008-06-18T07:23:00.001+08:00

I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER DAMN IT .....................................................................................................................

NXT WK .....A incomplete biography of me...my frens....and my past DREAMS.....

2008-06-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

i still believe my heart...belongs to her

2008-06-10T19:50:00.003+08:00

DAMN it IM BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.....................................OKIE so heres what i think...isnt it weird how small the world is ....not as in the literall small.....and weird life is ....it always doesnt turn out the way u want it...or does it....isnt it weird that seems that a world that u live in doesnt exist in ur eyes but it really does...kS the philosopher say....nanotech is the cure to aids....cancer amd eadever ....and u know what i think ....since its possible to move molecules...scientis shouls be able to create a totally new substance by placing or replacing the specific molecule or a new HOPE FOR HUMANITY although ....it is inhumane to use humans as experiments...but it could really do us good to move those cancerous cells away or taking blood from the horseshoe crab which has the antibodies so that we HUMANS could be immune to deiseases.....AND i think it s possible to save the world reversing the process of global warming .... u see chlorophyll is thr only process ehich could turnCO2 into O2 if we are able to make a machine FILLED with chlorophyll...it could literally REVERSED THE PROCESS but there will be more oxygen....but its a stepping stone ..or using nanotech to destroy all the Co2 and stuff or nanotech the creation of stuff with the control of it ...amazaing if uthink about it if uare able to control things that is the root of things we coulr dm ake anything... SO THinK PPL THINK

2008-06-10T17:46:00.001+08:00

BLOGGY BLOGGY BLOG BLOG

2008-06-08T07:40:00.003+08:00

okie DAWGS i wanna remember all my frens so these are all my frens ...(not in anyorder they just pop in mmind)

abdul rasyid harsha,qyist,matin,hasyeef,sofia,darishna,suhaimi,arina,atifah,amirah,khairiyah,shahirah,
Joyce,Ashraf,Seri,Nazreen,Weechai,Mahera,Hema,Joey,miss koh,Dulcia,Benjamin chia.Alex ,Kieren&Reese,Felicia fom fuhua,jian xiang,jian xing,Ying xuan,rachel goo,shireen,terrence and sandy,aik seng,lynn,syafiq(S),gary, erfi,bryan zachary

well thats all i remember ...IF I DONT WRITE UR NAME DONT BE SAD ,,,ts early in the morn,,,

2008-06-07T14:01:00.001+08:00

LOOK im sory ok....WHATS UR PROB Iaccidnetally acused u ....WELL ITS NOT LIKE U NVR ACUSE ANIONE B4 ok so ....what am i to....do...U gave me the muther fuking attitude not me...i tried to start a new but do u even care .....maybe

2008-05-31T07:00:00.002+08:00

eh...ppl ...DUNNO WAT TO SAY DIDNT BLOG NTH ....so let me say all of u **** better get the a life...nah i enjoy reading ur nonsesical bullshit ..okt othe matter of the he say now its 7am cantsleep cuz of u...WHAT am i to say..your angry at me..wat am i to do go down on my knees and beg must i beg ..pls ..im sorry ..telling u i changed during that short period of time it was becuz i didnt wanna lose u...i want u there by my side is it wrong....you gave me sumthing to look forward to..SO IM SORRY WORDS ISn;t enouf i KNOW I WANT TO SHOW U..but im afraid of ...u hating me more ....IT HURTS ME SO..to see u hating me ..damn it lah .SORI WHY AM I GUILTY ...besides u n me have ta communicate its crucial..damn it....!!! WHAT THE HELL man

DAWGS...
KS

2008-05-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

lets see...ATC ,SEC2 camp was fun... now im juss wanna say to her that i dunmindu calling me a loser but ....u can be as hurtful as u want...but i dun want u to ignore me... i do care ...if u dispise my gut ..just wanna say i dunt mind SAYING SORR Y....and beggging for ur forgiveness...IM SO SORY.. ichange i didnt want to lose u ..whats in the past cannot be change...so theres no point wishin there is a way u could turn back time rite..? so all these events in life made us who we are like a fren u use to say SMACK you or dont let what u cant do interfere with what u can do...IM SO SORRY HATE ME IF U MUST ....all i want u to know that i didnt regret anithing except lovin u ....i just WANT TO BE F RENS FRENS THATS ALL I ASK..i ftheres anithing u wanna say just say...creative critisms i can take...

2008-05-15T18:33:00.000+08:00

i dont understand why ....why cant i still talk to her ... she gave ne the chills she looks at me with disgust ....her eyes ...her eyes...but i think somewhere deep inside her theres someone....a person...i cant explain it but .... i miss u talkin to me i miss u laughin at or with me i miss u ... i dont likel ike u but i like u ..u my fren....the fren that i once hold dear.....

2008-05-15T11:53:00.000+08:00

WAZZZZZZZAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

AT SCH NOW

2008-05-14T17:12:00.000+08:00

hey...this hurts...why cant i speak to her face to face.... am i still stuck in this cell ...this only cell that binds me from bein myself..is it just me or ....well its me haha ....no matter wat i do ..she ignores me ....why is that sia....i only can see from afar her smiles her laugh...thats harsh u know that but ...hu cares ....besides u view my blog so u can know right so this wat happens today get results ..... and got stomack cramps ...now im on the verge of breaking down ....NO MATTER WHAT I DO I FEEELLLLLL DAMN ANGRY

2008-05-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

hey...once again my blog is full of the sadness that flows through me i didnt mean for her to read thid bladdy blog i hate this thing but why does my ..heart still ache ...i cant get rid of u...i just wanna br frens ...i hope ...god will give me strength...please lah ppl help me overcome tyhis thing i call love

2008-05-07T12:24:00.000+08:00

hey..all since ichanged my link people dont view me that much but haha...

ok didnt blog about nth so exams were ok nth much happened felt lonely dunno why but i believed that blogs are a journal so why the hell are u reading mu thoughths next is im gonna sa y sumthin so random LETS GO KICK SOME MONK ...ok one time ...i was like ordering a double cheese burger ,,,, it was like double ......thats wa totally me ...totally...

ok to her , once i fallen in love with u .... i didnt change.... i was a fool that i thought we could be together...but couldnt u give me a second chance ..everione deserves a second chance. right? but why have u moved on...yeah ..but do u expect me to move on that fast ... i still believe that my heart still belongs to u.... although u believe u were unfaithful u arent... im just stoopid ...but wats funny is that my fear came through though.... see ...but hey wats done cannot be undone just hope u gvie me asecond chance soon maybe ....

but u are comfartable wif me as a fren and maybe u have fallen wif another guy do u know how painful is that it feels as if u stabbed me in the back and danced on my funeral laughing imgaine that stabbing ,........................................................................................................................................................................................

nxt harsha ..when the hell u coming back damn it

KS and mie own self ????..

2008-04-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

shouldnt say what i say in the end u love me as much as i love u wow ur blog really burns my soul i feel like a complete BABOON WALAU SRY I AM AND ISIOT LIVE LIFE NO REGRETS

2008-04-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

hey all im at home .... im sure by now ur not understanding why i blog why i dont blog .... so who cares my name is khairul and i am angry at the world for giving me images of misery why must i suffer.

tdy perticularly someone say s shell be goin home but noo..she says why cant she says the truth ....DO u even care!!! words of my heartS :times i say i love u , u reply with and honest i love u . actions speak louder than words ... but why does absence make the heart go fonder why what utter nonsense must i say this lots of time i love u for one whole week it depresses me on how i can never talk to u ... but we all must suffer so good things happen right... but with each passing minute ithink of u . u give me areason to care to share BUT ..... it scars my soul... my being ....AND HECK ITs obviously obvious damn

2008-04-29T11:59:00.000+08:00

Im no longer a virgin wahooo ......like real like that.... wah...my blog my prob?

ok lets see been a whil nvr blog let s see....i got noth to say but preti stressed ..STOP READING MY BLOG haha pls dun read cloze one eye .....

2008-04-09T10:56:00.000+08:00

k now juz for reference i will tell my life since my blog is as dull as the colour greey but the motive for every word everything

2007-12-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

HEY all u know i regret not telling the girl i like during pri sch that i like her i longed for her but now everythins all upside down ..damn i wish i tell her now that i love her illl do anything to see her smile to see her laugh ...to be a shoulder to cry on...to be someone who she can trust and ill be there for her wish i could tell her

2007-12-08T07:21:00.000+08:00

HEY all ,once again im IN ---- sort of maybe nope shouldny call this love alright i like this girl well i have no guts to ask her should i ask but how do i ask her straught foward ly OR WhAT GOD DAMN IT I hate myself AND ALLL OF U SUCK UPS hahah a ever heard of the word .... hu cares anyway ive got a dream a very realistic that dream where em and U KNOW HU ARGHH cANT TELL find it urself JERKS I HATE A LL OF U HHAHA JUST KIDDIN I JUST REGRET GOIN TO yUHUA or do I or do u

2007-12-04T20:10:00.000+08:00

HEY Y'ALL Once again THE DAY WAS RUIN what THE HELL AGAIN? THX to NO ONE ouh i was waiting LNG Very lONG WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT M E TO DO OUH wait there for WHAT ALMOST AN hour and what say ouh its cancel ouh ok lets JUST GO GO home and not be angry .... OH HAHA WELL LETS ALL LAUGH AND u KNOW whats infuriating someone came and said if arina dont come there wont be us LIKE ARGHH why so like that that was what yesterday or sumthin

now like seems to be so boring .....i feel so alone like i dont got enough ppl ya know

2007-11-26T18:24:00.000+08:00

u know what people i dun understand is why am i cany move on haha move on like people pls lah ,... well thats all i think i got nothing to say for today ouh YEAH WHY ON earth did all my plans go wrong today

DAMN IT .... WH YWHY WHY so bloody unfair sia i hate it ouh well ouh lets play a game in this mpost there will be a highlighted letters revealing a message damn to difficult oh well what im trying to do is make a message well figure out urself

2007-11-12T17:28:00.000+08:00

ko ok hello everyone once again welcome to my world where hope and despair intertwines and stuff ouh and ppl from my sch ..done ur work? I HATE SCH WORK OUH AND is better to be remembered or forgotten is it easier to forget or remember

2007-11-11T08:41:00.000+08:00

hey all, mornin ... for the past few days my daily routine was :wake up play game bath, aand the cycle continues and i iwsh some one calss me up ring ring ...hello whats that my phone !! 'hello' i saz
then he saz wanna go out ouh cmon ppl call me up and ask to go out with u im melting with boredom arghhh ouh another im not in a crush anymore with mannissa or arina SO PEOPLE SHADUP LAH U PEOPLE DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I LIKE DUMB ASS HAHA SORI SORI ........

ok maybe ill do sumthin random like make a poem or maybe a ryhthem haha it goes dadaDATA hahha or maybe rainbow of ogres haha ok maybe ill give advice .... face ur fears straight in the eye face it overcome i

2007-11-09T18:27:00.000+08:00

AMIGOES ,SENORITA AND GUYS GALS AND PPL WHO SUDDENLY AND BY CHANCE STUMBLE TO MY WORLD OK FOR THE PEOPLE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND MY BLOG SKIN AND WHY I PUT IT : OK the picture as u know memories are easily forgotten am i right haha ok so memories are like puzzle pieces we cant have a pefect puzzle piece usually we lost one or two but suddenly u found it so the phrase forget the past and past me is that i want to move on and dont remember for the person i was before but remember me now as who i am . the song stand by me casue i want some one to stand by me

-----------------------------------------------------------------TO THE POST OF THE DAY--------------------------------------

OLHA PEEPS AS U READ i already expalained my blog skin and the etc i think ok SO DUNT SAY TO ME ITS BORING OR PLAIN OR ILL SWEAR IL SHOUT OR MAYBE WHISPER OR SAY TO NOT COMPLAIN HAHA SUSPENSE JE ok as i was saying what to say..... ok how bout this i make a story up

_----------------------------------------story story----------------------------------------------------------

on a day just like this it was dark nobody was at home u hear the sound of knocking at your door it goes ;knock...knoc... and u hear a scream ... u turn ur head .... and u see a figure outside ur window u lookunder ur door u see not feet u look at the eye hole u saw someone hangin outside ur house....IT looked at u and u saw u r neighbour ..... haha surprise u see no feet as he was sitting down ha i even scared MYSELF

2007-11-06T07:20:00.000+08:00

LET's see .... let me start by saying ...raya-ing with the gang was fun how should i describe it without pics well its ok..well they made me wait i hate making ppl wait oe they make me wait anyway .... it was fun full of laughter and onmce again spilled my drink aat haziqah's house *it happens every time that day itself got prefect interview so i was kinda mostly on a rush so i didnt know nit to take form oh the interview was ok and mR Su say he will consider like WTF WHY CANT I B BUT NOT SO SERIOUSLY BE aPREFECT hey guess what if u replace tht F with V and C with and R it spells prevert well i types and typed well SE I WAS ON MY TO JAPAN during 1942 my car broke down and this bird shat on my car , i was drinking hot chocolate when it spilled on mmy very expensive shirt when i thought it couldnt get worse i look up to the sky and there it was..... OH MY GOD monkey s arghhhh BUT SOON another big thing came i lok up into the sky everyone was terrified i dont know if its me or the monkeys then there it was ...BOOOM

--------------------the life and death of a unlucky japanese exactly before hiroshima (the bomb) not sure wats it call----------------------------------------------

2007-10-25T10:36:00.000+08:00

hey hey back to my sad sad life once again..... i have fallen in love but denied hah as usual hey but nth much still frens but ..... why do they not talk to me why ... what did i do.. to deserve such cruelty haha.... man i m such a loner for once i wish everything would go my way butNONONONONO WHy..... ok before NABILAH READS THIS I BETER ChANGE SUBJECT ok so ... why do life always has its disadvantages why do love always kick u in the back when it hurts why.... in life u should l eave the past and move on right but why cant i .. is it that difficult huh
..... ok so everyone has their split personality should u trust ones self or trust another why am i asking U WHY ouh pls respond u know who if u are reading this

2007-10-03T08:10:00.001+08:00

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